well micky i have just got off phone and sorted out the new papers stuff out .I am doing my best to keep my promise to you i dont care what it takes i will do my best to let people know about cedar and hope no one eles goes thru what you did ,i have waited almost 4 years to tell people about what they did to you and trust me babe we are going to ;) you are heavy on my mind this past week .not in a bad way i always think about you its just for some reason i have started asking myself i should have fought harder for you not to go in nursing care ,you was left in my care ;( its just the what ifs .anyway my angel im going to meet margaret she is at kays painting .i love you miss you and tell mam dad and derek to come visit me soon ;) be back soon love you xx